I'm so happy that you have found exactly what you want in life. You're too smart for anything less than worthy of your time. You're one of the most beautiful people on the planet. I loved you. I loved you enough to know that I was toxic. Had we not parted ways when we did, I fear that you would have followed me into the downward spiral that became my life or you would have grown to hate the shell of a person who you once loved. I'm perfectly content watching from afar as you achieve your goals. I only ever wanted you to be happy. I think I can safely say that you are and it feels amazing. I'm still here, but if you call, I won't answer. You do not need me in your life. I just hope you always remember me and the lessons that were learned in the time we were together. You will have a place in my heart for eternity. I love you, but I will never speak those words to you again.