It's so sad...even in my dreams you reject me

Where are you?

I used to always dream about you. In one dream, we were sitting on a dirt road outside of some abandoned place and I had my head in your lap as you stroked my hair. You felt like the other piece of me. Dreams are weird.

A Thousand Years -Christina Perri was made for me

so uh quick question for ya..has bumble or tinder ever worked for anyone because im on both and like Ehhh you know? Can someone please tell me a success story and how you actually keep a convo going bc I think I suck!

What if I said all the things to you that endlessly swim through my mind, 

Would you listen?

Would you care?

Would you feel the same?


Would you walk away?

“Never give someone so much power over you that their silence leaves you questioning your worth”.

dude, your last name is so popular & i didn't really even notice until i met u.

I recently told you i loved you for the first time, then left what we had because I was scared of eventually getting hurt. Im still wondering if i made the right decision.

I wish I could tell you that i see you in every beautiful thing, and that I'm just as hurt now as i would have been had i stayed. I miss you, i still love you, and i want the best for you.

I haven’t been on here in awhile...but I was really feeling lonely and wanting someone to be there for me so I decided to see how everyone is doing and to spill my guts to y’all. I am at a point in my life where I know I’m not ready for a relationship mentally or emotionally. I’m just so focused on finishing college and going to law school that I don’t even know if I would have time for a boy in my life. But that doesn’t mean I don’t really need someone to be there for me. That doesn’t mean I wish so badly I had someone who loved and supported me who wasn’t my mom. It doesn’t mean that I don’t want for a guy to like me and talk to me. For someone to make me laugh, be there when I’m depressed or when I have an anxiety attack. For someone to be my #1 fan and for me to be theirs. I keep telling myself I’m just not in the right mindset for a guy but I’m terrified that I never will be. I’m so scared that I’ll be too nervous or fool myself into thinking that I’m not ready and I’ll end up missing my chance. I always say “I’m a strong independent woman who doesn’t need a man” but sometimes just like tonight when I’m trying to fall asleep I feel like I do. Hopefully someday my prince will come. But until then I’ll be here patiently waiting and just trying to fall asleep.