i never thought eye contact could set my soul in such fire until you looked deep into my eyes as i died inside.
There is always that girl, or person in your life that got away, and you think about them at random periods throughout the week, month, year, and life. They were very extraordinary and amazing and made you feel great things. Almost as if they were not real. They seemed like, the one. But at the end, you realize they left your life and were not, the one. But oh, how you wished they were, and you just cant seem to forget them. They are simply not forgettable. Anyone else has experienced that?
a year ago, i was heartbroken over you. completely shattered, thinking that there was no way that i'd ever get over you.
today, i talked to you at dinner for three hours, and not even a hint of awkwardness or a twinge of feelings appeared.
things get better.
I told myself I was over you but I still see you in the rain
i see you in every smile of every person
i see you in the sky
in the moon
so if i'm so over you
The sunlight shone through my bedroom window, causing me to wake up. I opened my eyes, and I looked to my left to see you sleeping next to me. It wasn't long until you opened your eyes and we made eye contact.
"Good morning," I whispered.
And for the first time, I heard you whisper back what you've always been texting me.
"Good morning beautiful."
Those three words were enough to make me tear up with happiness.
I've written tons of letters throughout the years. They were always about boys who I desperately wanted but never needed. I thought that if they wanted me back I would be okay - if I had a boyfriend, I wouldn't think about the part of me that was missing. But no matter how many letters I wrote and boys I pined after, the feeling that something was wrong never went away. For years I tried to ignore that feeling, but eventually grew tired of constantly lying both to myself and to the world. Today, for the first time ever, I wrote a letter about a girl, and nothing has ever felt more right.
If you still see your crush in flesh and blood, go up to them and say hi. It doesn’t matter if you get rejected, at least you’ll know you tried. Say anything, do anything, smile back at them, give them some gum, ask for a pencil... anything, this is your sign. Please, you don’t want to stay awake at night for 2 years asking yourself “Why didn’t you do anything?” Make a choice before the universe does it for you.